He worries for her being tripped at, being abused, being hurt.
He said “It’s still dark outside”.
She said “I don’t really have to go outside to see the dark side of things”.
“Then stay with me outside, I would love to see your eyes glimmering with a dark sky in a breaking dawn”, He said while staring at her eyes like there’s no forever.
This morning, I’ve visited a link from a Facebook friend, which is about 5 persecuted poets:
Aron Atabek – Kazakhstan
Mohammed Ibn al-Dheeb al-Ajami – Qatar
Enoh Meyomesse – Cameroon
Susana Chávez Castillo – Mexico
Liu Xia – China
They were persecuted, detained, imprisoned and murdered because of their activism in poetry.
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It’s funny how a look in his eye
has changed everything past your life
Ironically, it’s insanely funny how a look,
a glance in his eyes
to a stranger beside
can change everything,
including your goals and plans
and your future was ruined in an instant.
She can send a kiss in the air
She doesn’t understand why
He can’t look her in the eye
She will never understand
How her beauty can strike him
How her stare can feel like her skin
He doesn’t look that much at her
Because everytime he does, he lose
He becames a madman on his knees
Trying to delight her, trying to please.
“And I asked the weather, “am I as cold as you?”
Then I waited.. still there’s no reply
So I got my feet into the waters and asked, “Does he love me too?”.. still there’s no reply
In dim light, I asked the moon, “Why do I feel as lonely as you?” Still there’s no reply
And I saw a fly flying next to another, so I chased it. It might have the answer to my deepest saddest questions.”
Days before I wrote this, I had been thinking of shutting down my blog OR not fully shutting it, but to stop writing poetry.
I’m planning to save poems for a fifth drafted book called FULL STOP. That’s what I’ve been thinking. But I’ll sure miss poetry. It was my first love back when I was in elementary.
For a change, I kept a diary. I lodge daily events in my life. Only due to stressful times or stressful work (nothing to do with people, but because it’s numbers) I find it hard to write daily.
During my break OR after I stop writing, I might find myself reading books of novels, poetry or any genre I like.
When I read the poems I made year ago, I was quite disappointed, having the fact that I hate my own works, so I decided to take a full stop to improve or to fully stop it.
But anyways, writing has always been my relief. I might not take a full stop. But I enjoyed my stay here in WordPress.
Nights came when she hates love
When she wished for food instead
She sighed and looked at her new book
She composed, then she threw her third look
Dracula on front cover
She’s going to read when she’s sober
Then thoughts of her last lines flashed
Should she take her full stop?
“I don’t need to be a millionaire” she pondered
But she thought “where could I be,
If hunger had dominated thee?
Free spirit soars high
In the sky of hope
Kindles and tickles
Pieces on the floor
It will someday be whole
Fragments still defy
Echoes of mercy
In your life, lifts light
Your presence is a gift
It has been, as always..
(I wrote this yesterday for a friend. We had a nice talk about unattained dreams and hopes, but life goes on. I believe God has a greater plan and besides, it’s never too late. He said “Sometimes, you just have to motivate yourself, because there’s no one else to motivate you. I salute him. I think I just found a long lost brother in him.)
That secret poison I drink
With my heart kept pounding
A light-bulb in my head
Thoughts flow in my bed
Like a river across the mountain
I was into place I’ve never been
Creatures and events happen
You watch it like a sequel
A stone in a brown liquid form
Drown my mind in the storm
But a fish will always swim
Upstream or downstream, but it won’t drown
Seriously, I fell in love with Jane Austen’s love story.
You were walking in the woods.
Then you meet someone arrogant, then you meet love.
And you were caught off guard.
Then the sea of emotions drown you in.
You feel you can really fly.
So you write and let it out.
Then when it’s all there, you give up.
He gives up.
Then after summer and spring, he chose someone else.
Then you meet his daughter.
Then she asks you to read.
With pure innocence that you were once fueled by his father’s presence.
That’s just so horrifying and inspiring.
There was a time
When you asked me
“Can I sit beside you?”
I nod and you looked frantic
There was a place
Where our dreams came true
I feel loved
So as you
There was a space
That limits our body
A vast space between us
Only gone when I close my eyes
Have I got my May wrecked
On the twentieth when you stepped
Did it forward to his February
Does silence gives me a sanctuary?
Will you dump the cloth if not mine?
Why am I feeling wasted over time?
And on a white car
Do crossroads give rewind
And if my feet got sprained
Will there be someone to get here
Will he bring a bottle of iced tea
Paired with biscuits and cold drink
Will he get in an office Wednesda-te?
And see me laugh, see my eyes at night late
Will he wet his hair in rain?
And wait for my sweet revenge?
If my memory serves me right
You should have not left that night
But I ran first and left you crying
Now, what makes sense is really nothing
You were long hidden
In every rhyme I write
Lies your shadows beneath
Lives a memory of friendship
The moon always tell
Tales of you when we’re under
The same sky we both breathe…
A pink candle of love you lit
I was young and knew nothing
That we could be something
I stopped living when you leave
In stories I write, I started living
Pieces of ship, found on my notes
Drowning in the river where I throw
If butterflies have told me back then
It will all be different
It’s a matter of choice you made
As you watch me go in a road I take
You will still be a shadow
No matter what I do